Unexpectedly simple, but after all complex.

I found it interesting what I'd learned in high school. Especially, I have fun when I read the article about the way nerve communicate with the other nerve. I was surprised with that it's really done by electric signal. Also, by a common positive ion,--by exchanging sodium ion and potassium ion, --by the difference between the electric potential of the outside and the inside of a cell membrane. First, I thought, what Seiko, who is a singer, once have said "ViViVi" was really a real feeling. So, our feelings, our acting, everything we are doing is caused by so simple system. It's unbelievable, but it's amazing! I was wondering why I can't do what everyone can do, and to the contrary, why I can do what everyone can't do. What is the difference between the two, or, sometimes, we go along and may think about the same thing, or, why can this music be the hit song?, what is times characteristics?, what lead us to having sympathy? I guess, they must be the result that our nerve given stimulation and pleasure at the same time as for how many degrees. It may seem to be only common thing, but for me, it seem to be a very very special. They sometimes call to minds, sometimes make someone's personality, sometimes bring fashion or love. Almost reflectively, we routinely feel and act. Even philosophy, seem to be running around many times with social and historical background. And also, the social and historical effects are caused by..., it's an endless chain like as the coats of an onion..., there are too many variables to see all.


And we'll never be royals, it don't run in our blood
That kind of lux just ain't for us. We crave a different kind of buzz.
(Royals)
*It's one of the hit songs that sold the most in 2013. It's amazing that the person who made this song is only a 17-year-old girl. I can't say anything but "wow..."

わたくしといふ現象は
仮定された有機交流電燈の
ひとつの青い照明です
（あらゆる透明な幽霊の複合体）
風景やみんなといっしょに
せはしくせわしく明滅しながら
いかにもたしかにともりつづける
因果交流電燈の
ひとつの青い照明です
（ひかりはたもち　その電燈は失はれ）

これらは二十二箇月の

過去とかんずる方角から

紙と鑛質インクをつらね

（すべてわたくしと明滅し

　みんなが同時に感ずるもの）

ここまでたもちつゞけられた

かげとひかりのひとくさりづつ

そのとほりの心象スケッチです

これらについて人や銀河や修羅や海膽は

宇宙塵をたべ、または空気や塩水を呼吸しながら

それぞれ新鮮な本体論もかんがへませうが

それらも畢竟こゝろのひとつの風物です

たゞたしかに記録されたこれらのけしきは

記録されたそのとほりのこのけしきで

それが虚無ならば虚無自身がこのとほりで

ある程度まではみんなに共通いたします

（すべてがわたくしの中のみんなであるやうに

　みんなのおのおののなかのすべてですから）

（『心象スケッチ 春と修羅』宮沢賢治）

According to 『慈悲をめぐる心象スケッチ（玄侑宗久著）』, especially, in three lines of the beginning in this prose, ideas of "空" is written all. I don't know about it, but I'm impressed with the beautiful description.


I've been waiting patiently for you to come on.
Baby, please talk to me. Gimme some...
(Sexy mom)
*Whenever I listen his voice, I feel catching his dearest wish. I also love this guitar sound. I don't know the very words to describe.

I heard that my grand-ma is gradually recovering. She had hated short-term entrance medical treatment care like that, but she said "I'll try, because I don't want my family to worry about me." Door of the firmly closed memory came to be sometimes unlocked. What was the cause the door of her memory box locked? I hear there are so many causes which brings dementia, and there are so many ways how they close memories. So, what opened the door? "Gradually", so, is there something to defrost her frozen memory nerve? Regardless of her recovery, it was only good thing that she changed her life dramatically. She always did nothing but watch TV from force of habit. She couldn't stop watching TV. So, we used to worry about her keeping inordinate hours with watching TV too much. Had not been for injuries in of her brain, she would have been continuing watching Olympics on TV till mid-night. Now, she is enjoying a calm and well-regulated life, so she can't enjoy any TV show, on the contrary, she feel annoying with TV noise. (It may mean the signal from media is too much for her)

I can't collect my scattered thoughts, as usual. It' only a memo.

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